Life is too short not to live it as you intend.
Do you really have the power to create the life you want? Take a look around. Is there anyone doing what you love? The very fact that someone else is living the life you want proves it is possible for someone to do it. Why not you?
Perhaps you do not have their particular gifts and talents. Good enough, but if you love the craft, like movies, there are dozens of roles involved with that production.
Where you are gifted by God, you are invited by God to advance. Just keep saying “yes” to opportunity.
God’s best is yet to come.